nothing much to talk about but just wanna says that I am missing you , Tasnim . yeaa I am damnly in missing you . everyday we met , we sat , and we talk to each other . but the way we are doing all those things just didn't same like before . it seems like we had been awkward to be together . I just miss the old Tasnim , the person whom talk to much , having a good fun no matter what happen to yourself , talkative , cheerful , and being damnly sweet to me . I didn't meant that you're not being sweet to me now , it's just , I miss all those moments . our moments . we having a date , we playing around , and now , you're just like pretended to be happy in front of me. and everyday you're smiling to me , keep laughing with me , it's just a fucking fake to me . in deep inside you're crying alone bear the burden without telling me anything . ohh God .. I am apologize for having said this , but who the hell do you think you are , my dear ? you're keeping all this alone and keep pretending that you're not having any troubles. I just hate you when you're being like this dear , it makes me fucking hate you . I love you , seriously I love you . I just want us to keep sharing our problems together , as the other spouses. and I just want to be a shoulder for you to cry on all your problems . I really want to be a good partner for you , I want to makes you happy . I want to makes you more shine than before . I want to see your smile , and trust me , smiles could give you a cure of pain . and for me too dear , miss your sweet smiles . I just won't you sad , because it makes me fucking worried seeing you like this . I love you boy , for a God sake , I love you . and what I can say now is just make your heart tough to keep facing every troubles that had happens to you , be strong my dear .... I am on your side , until death I will always be on your side ...
P/s : I am sorry by telling you this , I do this because I love you with whole of my heart . I won't to lose you , even though losing your soul . I want you to be happy and cheers all the times , dear . you're my light and radiation , and once in the dim light , I will also keep fading . my days will not be perfect without your radiation . so please , share everything with me , even I couldn't give a much help , atleast your burden could be less and you could be more eased . trust me my dear , I love you ...
