finally i let he know everything about my dark side of life. yes for the first time he knew it, the frustration on his face look so crystal clear. he mad he disappointed he regrets on everything on me. and when i saw all those thing on his face, i decided to break up and let him go. but he persuade me to get back with him and promised to resignedly and pleased of what has happened to me. yeah we started over and get back to normal, pretended just like nothing happened on us. what i want and what i had wished is just, having a happiest life ever after with someone can accept me on their life, and appreciated me as well. may Allah blessed me, forever and ever.
to him, i love you and please, just stay with me just like you are right now. you consoled me and hold me tightly on your arms, you protected me so well. i am really glad having you as my partner and hope that you will be my last mate. and that person that i hope on is you,
Helmy Hussainy. i heart you so much dear.
much love,
someone you'd called as "Pwincess".
