and when it's rain , there goes all those memories of us . I sat in the corner and watching you from the other side . I watched the way you talked the way you walked and the way you laughed , makes me felt damnly happy and stronger from yesterday . you gave me a spirits that anyone and myself can't gave to me . until oneday , you greet me nicely with a soft spoken words from your mouth . by that time , all I can do is smile and smile and smile . all my words hanging on my tongue like I had be a speechless girl in the world .
started from that day , we had been stick together as a partner . even it's not an officially relationship between us, but it gave me a thousands smiles and cheers in every seconds . you has shined my life up by having you at my side . for a god sakes I finally fallen to the deepest part of your heart .
sometimes you told me that you're not ready for the next stage in our relationship , but I won't care at all about how you feel . what I want is having you by my side and never fade away from me no matter what will happen , someday . I want you to stay with me , eventhough we will be apart someday but I hope our heart will still stick together as a spouse , InsyaAllah ..
and in this Thursday , there goes 8th of March 2012 . finally our on job training will end and both of us will choose our own path . maybe you will go to the left and I will go to the right . and on that time , I will cry and be ready to let you free , free from me . I have to be ready if someday you will forget everything about me . and I have to be ready if someday you will give you heart to someone else .
I have to be strong , I have to be tough , because I heart you , I have to keep pacing my own journey with a pray to Allah . hoping that someday we will meet again and never be apart , anymore .
too much worried in my mind , because I really care and it's true !
Much Love for ,
Orange Bie <3
- stupid broken words . TY -
